28 Weeks... 65 Days to Go!

So it's been a few weeks since my last post... not a lot to report.

I just got back from my chiropractor and he believes the extent of my back pain is due to my gallbladder. I go to the doctors on Monday and I'm hoping that my chiropractor is completely wrong.

I've been on bed rest for the past few days. I ended up in Labor & Delivery on Tuesday afternoon because I was having bouts of nausea and vomitting, associated with severe back pain. After being there a few hours they didn't have a diagnosis. The on call OB thinks I picked up some sort of parasite or bug, which caused the nausea and vomitting, but believes the back pain is just normal pregnancy pain associated with the way the babies are positioned.

Went to my two week appointment at FFX Hospital on Monday. They didn't measure the babies, but did say that they looked great. Hailie is still lying in the transverse position. Her head butts right up next to Gracie's head. Gracie has switched positions and is now Frank Breech. That didn't sound so good, but the doctor said it was fine and hopefully she would move, but since I am having a c-section anyway, it really doesn't matter. I've attached a picture of what a Frank Breech baby looks like in the womb and a transverse baby.

Imagine having two of those inside you. Ouch! Good news... my placenta previa is decreasing. Yay!

I had a really great birthday too!!!! Thank you to everyone who made it so special.

The nursery is coming together. My mom is going to come over and start helping put it all together. I don't have that special touch, but her and my sister do. Should be a fun time!!!

Even though I am having a lot of problems during this pregnancy I really do feel truly blessed by God. I believe he doesn't give us more then we can handle. And that of which we go through only makes us stronger when we come out of it. I thank our Heavenly Father everyday for all the blessings he pours out over me. He truly is an awesome God!!!!

I will post more after our next appointment and get the results on how the babies are doing.

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25 Weeks... 89 Days to Go!

What's been going on with me and the girls? Well let's see.

Last week Kim and I hit up Babies R Us on a Monday after work. I had a good time, especially seeing how cute she was picking out baby girl clothes. I think she was more into it than me. LOL. I am glad that she offered to help because she knew exactly what I needed since she has twin boys and a five year old. She set me straight on what was a waste and what was a necessity. We walked every aisle as she pushed the cart and I scanned... two of everything. I kept hitting one in the beginning and after a while I just gave her the scanner. Then we would trade off again. I believe she had the most fun in the clothes section. Thanks to Kim's keen eye for fashion I did walk out with some cute outfits for the girls and saved A LOT of money. Afterward we went to dinner for some more much needed girl time. So I owe Kim a big thank you for taking time out of her busy day to help me. God knows I needed it. Haha!

I felt off the rest of the week. Just really tired, sore and absent-minded. I couldn't remember anything and was walking into walls and doors. I hear it's normal so I didn't stress about it. Had a great time Saturday at a friends cookout. There were so many people there and I couldn't believe my eyes... four sets of corn hole boards. It was a site to see that's for sure. But I was a little bummed that I couldn't partake in the tournament but I still had a good time. Sunday's message was amazing. Started the morning by getting to see Steph again. I was SO happy that she was at church and looking good. I was concerned that she wasn't feeling well but I know she was happy to see everyone at church, and vice versa. It was as if Associate Pastor Jeff was telling my story... and Steph's. It was as if the message was made for us and I'm glad that we were sitting next to one another that morning. I know I really felt God's presence that morning.

Went to Fairfax Hospital yesterday for a follow-up to see how the girls were measuring and to check my Placenta Previa. The girls are looking good and measuring so so close to one another. Gracie (Baby A) weighs 1.9lbs and is back to breech (feet first) and Hailie (Baby B) weighs 1.8lbs and is transverse still (laying sideways). I guess the two of them like having their heads close to one another because they've been that way for months. So they now form an "L", which I say is their way of showing "LOVE". The doctors say that they should move but then again they say that the girls are already running out of room. We'll see. Since I'm having a c-section I guess it doesn't really matter right? As long as they continue to grow and are healthy I could care less what position they lay in. Almost forgot to add that I still have the Placenta Previa, so it's the same old routine for me... taking it easy.

So last post the big debate was whether to paint the room or not. Now that we've solved that issue and decided to girly up the room and paint it "Ballet Slipper Pink", we need to move onto the next debate. This week its baby swings/bouncers. The swings these days are GINORMOUS!!!! Seriously! Mac doesn't want two, but I don't want to be ill prepared and just get one. And we need bouncers. And activity mats. And walkers. I mean at this point it's almost like we have to move into a bigger house or add an addition on now just for all the baby gear. Our house is so small and we're not sure where all of this is going. We can't do an addition now so Mac's gym just might have to be converted into a gym/game room/baby gear storage unit. LOL. He doesn't know that yet, but we can save that for the next debate. Haha! So it leads me back to the issue of how many swings and how many bouncers? Do we start off with just one of each right now? Do we get two bouncers and one swing? Do we get two swings that also convert into bouncers? I mean, seriously... they have those ya know!!!! Ugh... so confusing!!!!!

Well the girls are kicking me right now so that tells me it's time to eat something. I go back to the doctors Monday, then the Monday after that as well. I'm on the two week visit plan from here on out, so you'll be getting more updates since I'll be going more frequently.

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23 Weeks... 103 Days to Go!

Yaaaaawn! Oh I'm sorry. Pardon me. I can't stop yawning.

Since about Week 18 I haven't really been able to sleep. I think I'm averaging three hours of sleep a night, not consecutive hours. The back pain causes me such discomfort that I just can't sleep or get comfortable... well that and the fact that I was told I need to be sleeping on my left side and as soon as I catch myself sleeping on my right side I wake up again. I went from sleeping in the bedroom, to sleeping in the nursery on a futon, to sleeping back in the bedroom. Poor Mac... he doesn't stand a chance. LOL! I have a sneaky suspicion that God is using this as an example of what we'll be going through here soon. NO SLEEP! The only comfort I get from this back pain is standing up, but then it's just a matter of time before my legs and feet start to swell and then I have to sit back down, but then it's my back again. I see a pattern here. Do you? Haha! As exhausted as I am I really don't mind. I'm sure my friends and coworkers do though because my attention span is really short these days and I'm beginning to sound more and more like my husband. Yes, I'm beginning to speak Mackeneze.


So my week has consisted of talking baby showers and crib bedding. I have the best friends anyone could ask for. Now onto crib bedding... so I spent nine hours on the internet on Sunday looking at every dang crib bedding set known to man. Finally narrowed it down to a few and ordered one yesterday just to see how it would look. I was so excited to get it in and put it all together on the crib and then my good friend tells me, "You shouldn't use bumpers or quilts." "Uh... (insert the really long pause of confusion here)... what?" Yes, that was my only come back. She explained to me about SIDS (Sudden Infant Death Syndrome), so naturally I went home and researched it, as well as found it listed in my handy go to books about babies. All the research I did said not to use bumpers or quilts. They did say that there are new "breathable" bumpers. Yay, because I just feel a little more comfortable with something in the cribs have open slats all the way around. So anyway, I think we've decide to just create our own little nursery for the girls where we use sheets and accessories (i.e., mobiles, wall art). We can make it our own. But the next hurdle is coming up with something both of us like. I like more of a safari theme and Mac is definitely going the girlie route. He never seizes to amaze me! LOL!


I just signed us up for our "Deluxe Maternity Tour" at Fairfax Hospital. Yay... this should be fun! I also signed us up for the "Baby Care" class. Yikes... this should be interesting! We're going to learn about all kinds of ways to take care of a baby. But in our case we'll need to double that. This is a little frightening, but with Mac by my side I'm a little more comfortable. He's a calming presence for me and has a great memory. Unlike me during this pregnancy!


The big challenge for the week... trying to cross my legs. What was once something that was second nature has now turned into a struggle. Thank goodness I wear pants a lot to work because I now can grip under the pant leg and hoist my leg up over my other. I give it an extra little pull just to make sure it doesn't slip off. You ladies know what I'm talking about. Even the ones who don't have kids yet. I have an excuse... my uterus is growing rapidly. I am only assuming that this would account for the "waddle" I now have. Yes... I walk like a duck because walking any other way just isn't an option right now. QUACK QUACK!

Our next big appointment is August 22nd. The girls will be measured again. I pray that they are on track like last time. I don't feel myself getting any bigger and it concerns me. I wonder if the girls will be playing when their on camera? I wonder if their both still transverse? I have so many thoughts on how they're up to in there. I just can't wait to see them!!!!

Stay tuned... next update at 25 Weeks!

21 Weeks... 117 Days to Go!

Well well well!

Monday was our big 20 week u/s. That was enjoyable and informative. We arrived at FFX Hospital around 8:20am and by 8:45am I was back on a bed ready to see our two little boogies. The nurse went through everything she was doing and answered any questions we had. I had a lot... shocker! Mac sat quiet, almost stunned at how much the babies had grown. She measured every part of their little 10" bodies... the head, brain, stomach, kidneys, bones, etc. The nurse couldn't get Baby A to cooperate. She kept poking her finger deep into my stomach and jiggling it so we would get Baby A to stop moving for a minute but it didn't work. She moved on to Baby B for the gender reveal. I was so excited to find out what they were. She said, "Well, see these three white lines? Well that's your baby girl." We said, "Okay cool." and moved back to Baby A to see if there was any chance we could get it to stop moving long enough to reveal the gender and the next thing we see on the monitor is her do a complete flip and reveals herself to us. That's right, its another girl. Mac and I looked at one another is sheer disbelief. I told the nurse to go back and do it again because I believe that middle line was a penis. She gave me the whole, 'Who's the nurse here?' look. So she went back again, after Baby A did a few more flips and sure enough, those three white lines told us that it was a girl. The nurse told me to get cleaned up before we meet with the doctor and walked out. Mac slumped over in his chair, put his hand on his head and said, "Well I guess I'll be buying that gun sooner then I thought." I asked if he was disappointed and he said not at all, he was just trying to get prepared to living in a house with four females (me, twin girls and Zelda), then having to deal with his mom. He said he was going to pull his hair out... and he's already bald. LOL!!!!

WE'RE HAVING TWO GIRLS!!!!!

You could not have paid us to believe that we are having two girls. I mean we thought two boys or maybe one of each, but two girls. We are thrilled but both of us have our concerns. Mine are more of will I be a good mom to these two little girls. Will I be able to raise them as good Christians who love the Lord as much as I do? Will I be able to be that mom that will help build them up to have a good self-esteem? I grew up in a house without a lot of hugging and verbal "i love yous"... will I be able to break that and ensure that these two grow up not being afraid of being hugged and feel comfortable saying "i love you"? I guess as long as I keep trusting God he'll help me with all these hurdles as we get to them.

I love looking at my belly when they are moving and kicking. It's one of the coolest things I've ever experienced. Mac finally got to feel them move. He immediately pulled his hand back. He wasn't freaked out but I think for guys it's just not conceivable. He likes watching my belly though when they are moving. It's the best when he talks to them. And that's all I'll say on that matter just in case any of his friends are reading this. I don't want to embarrass them. LOL!!!

Another piece of good news was that I got the PICC line taken out Thursday. WOW... I am so happy to have that thing out. My arm in general has some healing to do because I am allergic to latex and I had latex bandages on my arm since May. I'm sure it will heal up just fine!

Went to see my OB this morning and she was just thrilled at the way things are going. The only thing that concerned her was the "Placenta Previa" that has developed with Baby A. She said it's normal and that it should move back up on it's own. Once again it Baby A is stirring up trouble. We're going to have to watch out for her when she's born. Haha! My OB got the results back from the scan and was impressed that both babies are measuring almost exactly the same. We won't find out if they are identical until after they are born. They'll do a blood test at that time. Whether they are or not is not relevant to us. We just can't wait to meet these two!!!!

I want to thank all of you for your well wishes and funny commentary on our recent post about having two girls. Mac and I spent the past couple nights laughing about them.

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18 Weeks... 2nd Trimester... 151 Days to Go?

So I have some catching up to do. It's been a month since my last post but not much has happened.

June 10 (14 Weeks) - Had an appointment with my OB. She did a quick sono to see how things were going and both babies looked good. Mac went to the appointment with me and got to hear the heartbeats for the first time. I couldn't help but notice the smile on his face. The joy of watching a grown man who never shows any emotions smile like that just melts my heart.

June 23 (16 Weeks) - Had an unscheduled appointment with my OB thanks to the "angry birds" in my neighborhood. Yes, they were physically trying to attack me. I mean literally they were dive bombing at my head and making this horrible screaming noise. All I could think about was the movie "The Birds". I understand they were just protecting their young, but dang, they made me fall up the curb. Didn't they realize that I had to protect my young as well? I guess it's every woman for themselves at this point. It is on!
* Okay I have had enough of these birds. What started out as one or two has now turned into five or six. It's hard to count when their all dive bombing you at the same time. What the heck?
* Yup, I think I proved to those birds that I'm not playing anymore. I have precious cargo to protect too and they can't keep making me sprint, juke and fall off the curb anymore. I now carry a long chain with me and when I get to that street I start swinging it around in the air (like a lasso). If you come within two feet of me again you're going down.
* Mission accomplished. I think we have a mutal understanding now. They stay perched on the power lines while Zelda and I continue on our way.
* Sono was great! Babies looked good.

July 6 (18 Weeks) - Had yet another unscheduled OB appointment. I started having some weird pains on the left side late on the 4th while we were at a friends house. I chalked it up to just overdoing it that day. Come Tuesday afternoon the pain was shifting and it was more piercing. I went in for a quick sono and it turns out that what I was feeling was caused by Baby B moving from the left over to the right. Who is was now laying on top of Baby A.

July 8 (18 Weeks) - The pain has subsided some. I'm gathering Baby B might have gone back to the left side because I had some shifting pain last night. I also received my fetal heart doppler, but I'm not sure how to use it. I might take it to church on Sunday and see if Kim has some time to show me.

As far as any other ailments this week, I woke up Thursday morning with horrible arm/neck pain on my left side. I figured since I'm suppose to be sleeping on my left side that it was just irritated from that, but as the day went on my left ear, shoulder and neck started killing me. By the end of the night it hurt to eat, drink or swallow at all. Woke up this morning in worse pain then when I went to bed. I have a feeling it's either an inner ear infection (but I have no temp) or it's my TMJ flaring up. Regardless, I called the doctor and they said I could take Tylenol, so that's what I'm going to do. Hopefully it will go away because I'm really tired of this pain and I hate taking meds while I'm pregnant.

The nausea is still hanging around but not nearly as bad as in the beginning. I think the Hyperemesis is still there but is being controlled and I'm happy about that. God has heard our prayers and I know he wants me to be able to enjoy some of this pregnancy.

On a good note, I was able to go two days in a row, plus another day in between with no fluids at all. I suspect that I will need to continue on heavy doses of Pepcid because the acid is the worst for me at this point. However, if I can get to five days in a row with no fluids then I can get the PICC line out. My OB doesn't want to do anything until after 20 weeks. I agree and can wait another two or three weeks. I've made it this long, what's a few more weeks?

So we go for the big Level II U/S on Monday, July 25th. I know most of you are anxiously waiting for the news on what we'll be having. It's no secret that Mac and I believe it's two boys, but not to sound too cliche', we'll take whatever God blesses us with. We just want two very healthy and happy babies. I have had so many people tell me their opinions on what we're having (for those that I've asked, this doesn't include you). All of which have been myths, so I thought it would be fun to include some of the myths I've heard and then add my two cents worth. Haha! Here we go:

Little girls aren't always sweet. Extreme nausea means you are having a daughter. - Extreme nausea... isn't that called Hyperemesis! That settles it then, we're having two girls.

Pay attention to which way you lay down in bed tonight. If you prefer sleeping on your left side, you'll have a boy. Right side? Your pregnant with a girl. - Well I usually always sleep on my right side. I only switch to the left side when I realize I'm on my right. No wonder I'm not getting any sleep. Again, girls it is then.

If your hands are dry during pregnancy, you are having a boy; soft -- expect a girl. - My hands are always soft... it's called using lotion. Girls again!

Your favorite pregnancy foods may tell you what sex the baby is. If you're craving citrus while pregnant, you're having a girl. - Well, I have been craving oranges. Again, girls!

If altering hormones makes your skin break out, expect a girl. - Well holy crap! If anyone has seen me lately they would know that my forehead has broken out like a pepperoni pizza. I'm sure I could call Domino's and have them add it to the speciality pizza menu list. Girls again!

If you feel as though you're gliding through they day, you'll have a girl. Stumbling? It's a boy. - Finally... I'm a klutz. I run into at least one wall a day. It's boys!

Craving salt during pregnancy? Potato chips, pretzels, and popcorn means a boy is on the way. Need a little something sweet? Ice cream, chocolate, and candy means you're having a girl. - I crave salty and sweet at the same time so some of you may get your wish according to this. It's a boy and a girl!

If you're experiencing pregnant mood-swings, expect a baby girl to arrive soon. - This could go either way because most of the time I'm just my usual happy self, but honestly, doesn't everyone have a mood swing or two when their pregnant? Seriously!

If you're carrying the baby low on your stomach, expect a boy. If it's high, you're having a girl.
If you're carrying baby in front, it's a boy. Is the baby weight spaced all around your middle? It's a girl. - If you go by this myth (and I've heard it 100 times), then I'm having one of each because my front, middle and back are all gaining at the same speed. Funny they didn't mention anything about what if your legs get so big it looks like you're growing another set of thighs? I mean, let's talk about that one. Where's the myth on that? Huh?

Get baby advice from a nephew or friend's little boy. If a toddler boy shows interest in your belly, you'll have a girl. If he ignores you, it's a boy. - I think of my friend Kim's two boys Justin and Tyler when I am pondering this myth (okay I don't really ponder it). They aren't the least bit interested in my belly so I would assume that they know I'm having two boys? We should ask them Kim.

If you pick up a key by the round end, you're having a boy. If it's by the long end? A girl - What does it mean if I always pick my keys up by the king ring?

And the latest stats according to Facebook:

85% - Boy/Girl
10% - Boy/Boy
5% - Girl/Girl

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14 Weeks... 2nd Trimester... 186 Days To Go?

I have reached my 2nd trimester finally... but the lovely Hyperemesis hasn't gone away just yet. Good news though, my mornings are tolerable. I still feel nauseous and dizzy but I force myself to eat a little something (english muffin w/peanut butter) before I get my day started. I follow it up with a Zofran (anti-nausea) and some apple juice. The doctors took me off all prenatal vitamin because they were too hard on my stomach. Now I take two flintstones vitamin and two folic acid pills. Did anyone love flintstones vitamins when they were a kid? I know I did and my mom never had to fight with me to take them. Let me just say that they are nothing like they were back in the day. It takes everything I have to chew them. And no, they won't let me take they gummy vitamins because they won't digest, which comes from the Hyperemesis. Anyway, the evenings are still hard. I start fading around 4pm and by 7pm I'm no good. That is the time I get my daily IV fluids/meds. It takes about two and a half hours to finish up everything so by that time I'm either already asleep or about to be.

The weekend was good. Two good weekends in a row. Yay! Saturday Mac didn't have to work so we got up early and went to a friend's sons baseball game. We have seen them in a long time so it was really great to catch up. And their baby girl is so beautiful!!! Can't wait to hangout with them once I'm feeling a little better. After the game we went to the carnival at Springfield Mall so I could get a funnel cake. Yum! The rest of the weekend we just chilled out. Made to church and got to see my three favorite little ones there. I'm sad that I can't run around and play with them but they are wearing Mackie out. Haha!

It was very apparent that God was talking to me yesterday at church. The message was on parenting and it really hit home for me. God knows my struggles and insecurities with my own maternal relationship and I think he wanted me to hear him loud and clear. In my adult years I have only come across a couple girlfriends who actually do things with their mothers. It baffles me every time I'm with one of my friends and her phone rings and it's her mom on the other end just calling to see what she's up to? "Uh, what? Really?" That is foreign to me. But seeing that and hearing about their closeness gives me hope because that is the type of mother I want to be when my kids are older. I want to have a relationship, not just a connection because I gave birth to them. I'm so glad that I have friends that I can learn from and come to for advice. And their moms have really become like surrogates for me. Thank you all... you know who you are!

So Father's Day is approaching fast and I want to get Mac something. Do you have any suggestions for something small to get him? I know it's premature since the babies aren't here yet, but I think it would be nice.

Oh, before I close, we got the results back from the First Trimester Screening, which tests for Down’s Syndrome Trisomy-21 and Trisomy-18. The results were better than expected. Both babies received an A+ and the doctor said even though I'm at "Advanced Maternal Age (36)", that my results were as good as someone who was 20. I go in on July 25th for my "Level II Ultrasound". This is a big one where they look at all areas of the baby. Mac is going to this one and I can't wait to see his face when he hears the heartbeats. So far he has been amazed when I bring home pictures. Next OB appointment is this Friday. Can't wait to see how much they've developed since my belly is now starting to stick out a little more. It doesn't really resemble a baby bump but more like a beer belly. LOL.

Well that's it for now. Hopefully I'll post more now that I'm feeling a little better. Hope you all have a blessed day!

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11 Weeks... Hyperemesis and Hospitalization

It's been a few weeks since my last post and I hate to say that things have gotten worse. I have been in and out of the emergency room for weeks. My weeks have been nothing short of miserable. Here is a run down of a given week.

Monday & Tuesday
8:30am - Wake up
8:50am - Take a shower. Get sick.
9:15am - Steam work clothes/Get ready for work.
10:15am - Stop at McD's for a CinnaMelt and Half-cut tea (half sweet/half unsweet)
10:30am - Start my day at work (feeling nauseous every minute of the day).
5pm - Drive home praying not to get sick.
6pm - Get sick.
7pm - Try to eat dinner.
7:30pm - Get sick.
8:30pm - Get sick.
9:30pm - Get sick.
10:30pm - Get sick.
11:30pm - Get sick.

Wednesday, Thursday & Friday
Too weak/sick to work.
9am - Wake up (nausea begins).
6pm - Get sick.
7pm - Try to eat dinner.
7:30pm - Get sick.
8:30pm - Get sick.
9:30pm - Get sick.
10:30pm - Get sick.
11:30pm - Get sick.
ADD A TRIP TO EMERGENCY ROOM ONCE A WEEK ON THURSDAY & FRIDAY FOR I.V. FLUIDS AND MEDS.

Saturday & Sunday
I'm lucky if I get out of the house. And I've missed church, which for those that know me know that I hate missing a Sunday.

This past Tuesday I had a follow-up appointment and my OB sent me immediately over to Fairfax Hospital where I was admitted right away for "Severe Dehydration/Malnutrition due to Hyperemesis". I spent Tuesday and Wednesday there where they had me on IV fluids/meds nonstop. I begged to come home so they let me leave Wednesday evening. They placed a PICC line in (goes through my arm up through my chest and down to my heart). It hurts but I'm dealing. So this is what my life consists of right now... daily IV fluids/meds given nightly through the PICC line. Mac spent three hours with the Home Health Care Aide yesterday learning how to administer the fluids/meds. It looks like this will be my life for a couple more months, or until this Hyperemesis decides to go away. After doing a ton of research it appears that it normally subsides between the 12th-20th week, or is it possible (10-20%) for it to last until the day of delivery, or it can even last months after delivery.

Hyperemesis a rare condition but it is serious. I decided to include a few testimonials from real women who have gone through this. My emotional state is very close to how these women felt. I hope after reading these it will help people understand more of what I'm going through, especially for those that keep telling me "its just morning sickness and we've all gone through it."

"I am terrified. and praying every night that this won't happen to me again."

"You are screaming inside 'HELP ME' as the doctor is explaining this will all pass in X number of weeks. I feel like I'm dying a slow death."

"Everyone told me I would forget all about [HG] the minute they put her in my arms, but they were wrong. It is. forever in my head. was it all worth it? I am torn. Nothing can compare to the love you have with your child. but to say it was all worth it is something I don't feel completely comfortable saying." Angie N., West Orange NJ

"I entered this pregnancy believing that pregnancy was a healthy and natural life change and not an illness. I couldn't go to work. my husband had to help to bathe me because I was so weak. since I lost over 30 pounds. my father [came daily] to care for me and. take me to my appointments. my sisters shopped for food." Juliette P., Warminster, PA

"I ended up losing my job and my life for nine months. was told it was in my head. little treatment was offered... at 6 weeks pregnant. all i wanted was the pain and sickness to stop and was told I would have to. terminate. I have grieved every day for that loss. with awareness. and proper [information] maybe people. [with HG] can be taken seriously and given proper care. doctors can do operations that you'd never think. possible, yet they cant stop [HG]. its heartbreaking, and soul destroying." K.N., Lancashire, England

"My plea to the world of non-HGers: quit suggesting crackers! IT is really frustrating that there is such lack of awareness that even some health care providers will recommend things (like crackers) that may help for regular morning sickness, but are like suggesting a band aid to someone with a broken arm. I lost 10% of my body weight in about 6 weeks, have had so many IVs for dehydration that I can't even count. The suggestion of crackers is insulting." EG , Seattle, WA

"My best friend (24 years old) died from what I believe was HG. She died over a year ago and her condition went 7 months undiagnosed before she died. Serpil

"I went through several different emotions... I hated myself, the pregnancy, my life. I had panic/anxiety attacks because I felt so trapped in my own body. I felt like I was going to lose my mind." Danielle O., Knoxville, TN

"I would sleep on the floor of the bathroom most nights. My husband didn't understand what was happening at all and got very irritated with me. I would just cry all by myself and other times I was too sick to even react to anything at all. I have never felt so alone in my entire life." M

And this one sums it up...

"[She] has been bedridden in darkness - with no TV, no ability to read, barely able to talk, for the last 7 weeks. A steady and heartbreaking moan can be heard coming from her room. she hangs on, because she knows if she terminates, she will never have the courage/strength to try again." Gail, NJ

8 Weeks - And the sickness continues...

Sorry I haven't posted in a while but I have had a rough few weeks. The last I posted was regarding the FET (Frozen Embryo Transfer). Well, I have good news... it worked! We are pregnant... with TWINS! Yes, that's right, both of our frozen gems implanted. They are fraternal and so far we have had 99% of our friends and family refer to them as a boy and a girl.

The worst part of this blessing is that I have been very sick. I have what the doctors refer to as "Hyperemesis". The definition is "a severe form of morning sickness, with "unrelenting, excessive pregnancy-related nausea and/or vomiting that prevents adequate intake of food and fluids." Hyperemesis is considered a rare complication of pregnancy." When they say severe they mean it. I've only had one trip to the ER for IV fluids. I'm hoping that's the one and only trip to the ER. They gave me Zofran and Phenegren for the nausea and vomiting. In the first week of finding out I was pregnant I lost 7lbs from not eating, drinking and vomiting. I pray that none of you ever experience this. It's worse then the worst flu or virus. The doctors say it will either subside by 14 weeks or could last the whole nine months. I'm praying for the former.

Now a few weeks later, I am feeling a little better. I can only function with the help of the meds. If I don't have them I literally would be laid up in the bed 24/7 miserable. I have been working half the week at home and the other half in the office. Its hard but parts of my job do require a visit or two to the office. The rest I can do remotely. I'm happy that I have an understanding boss. Of course I'm home today because we had a very hard night. Yesterday we attending Mac's great-nephew's funeral. Skylar was only seven, so of course my emotions got the better of me. Then it was off to work, which ended up being a busy day. Once I was home I was able to relax. Mac took his mom to the ER around 9:30pm and didn't get home until 4:30am. Then the hospital was calling at 5:30pm and Mac left for work at 6:30pm. I was up by 8:30am, took a shower and got very sick... a few times. I knew there was no way I could go to work. Mac was home by 9:30am because his boss sent him home. His mom is still in the hospital and Mac has been home sleeping since 10:30am. Tonight should be quiet. Mac's going to the Nats game with Sam and I'll go to bed early. Yay!

Since most of my followers are not on FB, I've attached the last two ultrasounds we've had taken. Because I'm high risk I will have a lot of ultrasounds. I will have more next week.

Enjoy!

Baby A & B - 7 Weeks



Baby A & B - 8 Weeks

Week 8 - FET Journey #1... Practicing Patience!

Today is a all about patience. I'm trying to practice great strength in patience as we wait these long couple weeks to find out if it's in God's plan for us to have a baby. Two of my daily devotionals were all about patience. I've listed below the verses that were in the devotionals. I believe God put these there this morning to get my attention.

“Therefore be patient, brethren, until the coming of the Lord. See how the farmer waits for the precious fruit of the earth, waiting patiently for it until it receives the early and latter rain.” James 5:7

“I waited patiently for the LORD; he turned to me and heard my cry.” Psalm 40:1

“Tribulation produces perseverance; and perseverance, character.” Romans 5:3b-4a

“As you know, we count as blessed those who have persevered. You have heard of Job’s perseverance and have seen what the Lord finally brought about. The Lord is full of compassion and mercy.” James 5:11

“And so after waiting patiently, Abraham received what was promised.” Hebrews 6:15

“I wait quietly before God, for my hope is in him.” Psalm 62:5 NLT

“Be still in the presence of the Lord, and wait patiently for him to act.” Psalm 37:7 NLT

“I wait expectantly, trusting God to help, for he has promised.” Psalm 105:5 LB

Stay tuned...

Week 7 - FET Journey #1... Feelin' Fine!!!

So we're closing out week 7 just laying around. I took all last week off to rest my body and mind. Very relaxing! We have good news to share (no don't get that excited), the embryos made it through the thaw beautifully. We went in Monday at 11:30am and at 12:20pm we watched as our two embryos were transferred. We watched on the ultrasound screen as two of the smallest needle pin head sized gems were delicately placed into my uterus. As we were lying still they came in and handed us the picture of our two little gems. Here is a sneak peek of what hopefully has or will be implanting safe and sound into place for the next nine months. The two masses in the center of each, that resemble clumps, are called the ICM (Inner Cell Mass) or cells that develop into a fetus. I will update more as soon as we know something. We won't know for another couple of weeks if it worked, so if you don't hear from me it's because we don't know anything. We thank all of you who prayed for that they make it through the thaw process. This is proof that God does hear our prayers. We're asking for prayers that our gems are snuggled in safe and sound. Stay tuned...